ENGLISH

before i knew that english is an important language..till now i also agree with that..

until i study in UCSI, i got the chance to speak in english, and have more chances wirte in it..

but also wont that frequent using the language.

until i started to work in KL, esprit cafe, i needed to speak in english to the customers.. most customers are english educated, and due to the location of the shop.. i had to speak in english.. i enjoyed the job there ^^

after that, i joined galdon to work.. that is a catering job..

although it just a catering job,u wont think that u have to talk much to the customers... but sometimes we do need to go close to the customers...most of the customers speaking in english rather than other language..sometimes, i dun have the chance talk to them, but from their conversation, i can listen how fluency are their english..i know me, myself, cant speak in that way that's y i'm wondering when can i talk in such way.. years??

now, i'm working in IKEA.. as everybody knows, IKEA is an international company and it is located at PJ. 
in the international company, many workers speak english too even though they know how to speak in their own languange such as malay, cantonese or even mandrin.. 

my working area is at the self-serve department. when the customers come to me, most of them are using english as well.. i'm not surprising with that.. but the only thing i mind is, i really feel ashame of my english.. sigh..

i know i can speak but not that good...

i can understand what people are saying but i just cant answer them in proper ways..sometimes will er er errrrr.... haiz...downgrade ikea customer services quality i think... :((

this is a very good opportunity for me to learn language and many of other things in IKEA...

sometimes i'm a talkative person(while talking in mandrin)

BUT, for these few days, i'm a listener to other people who i do not familiar with and another reason is because i cant tell what i want to tell in english.. additionally, my malay also so so only...

ermm, hope i can adapt with the environment in IKEA.. i like that as i can learn more things...

i need TIME...